victoriousk

Welcome to the rebellion...we will control the world. Or I will at any rate.
Break out of your shell, QUESTION QUESTION ARGUE DEBATE AND QUESTION
~ Wednesday, November 30 ~
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Myself and Christian Kane, at a Meet and Greet. 
He was very nice and charming. Time was a little short, but I feel it was a good experience overall. The show was also very good. My only critique would be that the band did not play any of the slower songs, and stuck with high-energy rollicking songs. While they played “Let Me Go” and “Thinking of You”, there was added heavy instrumentation which detracted from the slowed down pace of those songs, especially “Thinking of You”.
Chris mentioned at the Meet and Greet he would not be playing my favorite, “Making Circles”, as the band did not know it, and additionally, it was too heartfelt and personal for a concert. I would agree somewhat with this reasoning, and further presume it was the reason behind avoiding the balladic songs and speeding up the slower songs. It turned out to be a high energy show, though it was at a small venue.
My last comment is that most of the crowd were Leverage fans, and while I mean no offense or disrespect, I do wish there had been more music-only fans, since I do not watch Leverage much myself. I have probably only seen two or three episodes. I am a Kaniac for his music alone, and while I love that he is getting fans everywhere, I was a little left out since I don’t follow the show.
Still, it didn’t matter overmuch since I just focused on the music. And what good music it was! 

Myself and Christian Kane, at a Meet and Greet. 

He was very nice and charming. Time was a little short, but I feel it was a good experience overall. The show was also very good. My only critique would be that the band did not play any of the slower songs, and stuck with high-energy rollicking songs. While they played “Let Me Go” and “Thinking of You”, there was added heavy instrumentation which detracted from the slowed down pace of those songs, especially “Thinking of You”.

Chris mentioned at the Meet and Greet he would not be playing my favorite, “Making Circles”, as the band did not know it, and additionally, it was too heartfelt and personal for a concert. I would agree somewhat with this reasoning, and further presume it was the reason behind avoiding the balladic songs and speeding up the slower songs. It turned out to be a high energy show, though it was at a small venue.

My last comment is that most of the crowd were Leverage fans, and while I mean no offense or disrespect, I do wish there had been more music-only fans, since I do not watch Leverage much myself. I have probably only seen two or three episodes. I am a Kaniac for his music alone, and while I love that he is getting fans everywhere, I was a little left out since I don’t follow the show.

Still, it didn’t matter overmuch since I just focused on the music. And what good music it was! 

Tags: christian kane the house rules number 7 let me go thinking of you making circles leverage music life concerts meet and greet photos me i wish they had taken a bigger picture so you could see that he is holding me lol true story though
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~ Thursday, November 17 ~
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Going to go see Christian Kane tonight!! So excited I can not even express in words.
Also:: VIP passes. Life is awesome right now.
Tomorrow it will return to being pretty much crap, but today I don’t think I can get any happier.
Will post the picture of me and Christian Kane later.
Pretty sure tonight will be the best night of the year, hands down. Possibly life. Haha. But seriously.
Kaniac for life, babies.
And just remember rule number 7: “don’t touch the women, but they can grab whatever they want to”!!

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~ Thursday, November 10 ~
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Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Don’t stay

Don’t stay

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~ Wednesday, October 19 ~
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SO MUCH EXCITEMENT….SO LITTLE MONEY

Oh I am losing my mind right now. I get to go see Christian Kane in November with my mom!!!!

I love him so very much and I wanted to go to his show for my bday but couldn’t and now I just get to go because he is coming to the Bay Area in a month!!

AND

My mom had me sign us up for the Meet and Greet. SO. Now I have no money cos it was pretty expensive but it will be totally worth it. Pictures and signings and hanging out and stuffffff! Also literal stuff, like accessories or whatever.

I wish I didn’t have to spend all the monies. But I want to meet him more!! Plus the show is wayy cheap, so I’m not stressing.

I’m far too excited for that;; I’m going to be walking on air for a month!

Tags: christian kane music shows concerts VIP celebrity no money excited!! OMGCANTWAIT WHYCANTITBENOVEMBERALREADY?!?!
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~ Sunday, July 3 ~
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Though I Don’t Like The Color, Maybe P!nk Is Right

“You make me sick, I want you and I’m hating it….I’m feeling it, I gotta get a grip….Baby you got me going again, you make me sick”

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~ Tuesday, November 23 ~
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Why am I so in love with this song right now? IDK.

But I think it’s cos of these lyrics right here:

And I might drive myself insane
If those lips aren’t speaking my name

Cause I got some intuition,
Or maybe I’m superstitious
But I think you’re a pretty sweet pill that I’m swallowing down
To counter this addiction, you’ve got me on a mission

I like songs that move like poetry, I suppose. A good flow is all I need.

So yeah. Maybe I’m a little late with this song, but I’m definitely liking it now.

Tags: music the ready set love like woe lyrics life
~ Sunday, November 21 ~
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I Don’t Want To Be Just A Footnote In Someone Else’s Happiness

So you might be coming home for break this week, but I’m not going to text you to hang out, or call to see if you’re around. If we hang out at all, it will be because you contacted me, not the other way around. I’ve said before, a lot, I’m moving on. Or trying to. But this time, I’m pretty sure I mean it, if only because I’m a little unsure. I think before, that certainty, meant I knew, deep down, I wasn’t so I could be secure in that knowledge, that I’d still come running when you said jump. But this time, with that little sliver of shaking doubt, I think I might actually be making a start, that doubt a little bit of pain of losing you. Except, I lost you long ago, and kept refusing to acknowledge it. But now I’m declaring it: I NEVER HAD YOU. Not really in the way I wanted anyway; I had bits and pieces, an amalgamation of all our times and feelings together, but not you as your whole self, only the you saved up for me, hidden and squirreled away in precious few days and nights alone, stolen in quick glimpses and short car rides before we joined the rest of the world and I lost even the tiny bit I had been grasping onto with all my strength. It’s not only that I can’t do it anymore, it’s that I don’t want to. Quite frankly, I deserve more. I want more, desire everything, not going to wait around on the dwindlingly slim chance I’ll get it from you. Especially not now. There’s a possibility, shining brighter than all the ones before. It’s slow and steady, maybe a little too slow now, not as quick and whirlwind as, well, we don’t talk about that. It’s reciprocal, not like the other half of the one-we-don’t-talk-about. It’s equal and gentle and respect, in contrast to the guys who want me whom I don’t want. It is genuine and wanted a bit, instead of being a game to pass the time. This time, I’m determined to make it work. I’ll play it out, see where it goes instead of rushing things, and be aware of exactly what could happen in all the varied permutations. I just want to be happy, is that so bad? Would you begrduge me even that? I don’t think you would, and then again I feel I’ve been knowing you less and less. So you might. I will always love you, when I think of you, it will always be accompanied by that rush in my heart, a clenching in my gut, dozens of memories bursting in my head, but love doesn’t make relationships work. Work makes them work (as awkward as that sounds). Trust and equality and desire and compromise and oh yeah, actually having one would be probably be helpful. We didn’t have a lot of that, definitely not the last one. Now I could, I can, and you know what, I will. It’s not the flash fire that was us, gravitating towards each other and helpless to stop it, the potential of burning all in it’s wake, a maelstrom of heady emotions and barely-repressed actions, stopped just before we crossed that last and decisive line. This is earthy, sedate, grounding, not flighty and short-lasting. Slow to start and rich in possibilities, a good foundation and strong roots. Don’t think I’m sacrificing anything, don’t think you would have been better; quakes move the world just as much as fires. Looks like slow and steady wins the race after all.

Tags: moving on unrequited love fall out boy headfirst slide into headfirst slide into cooperstown on a bad bet music lyrics life love new beginnings relationships long post
~ Wednesday, November 17 ~
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Obsessing

Easy come, easy go
That’s just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should have known you was trouble from the first kiss,

Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,

 Cause what you don’t understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won’t do the same
No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue beat me till I’m numb

Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you’re from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That’s just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked

Cause what you don’t understand is

I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won’t do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh

You’ d watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me you’re a liar

 Cause you never, ever, ever did baby…
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I’d do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won’t do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

I would die for you baby. But you won’t do the same.

Tags: bruno mars grenade lyrics music true life unrequited love break up
~ Tuesday, November 16 ~
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Country Speaks To My Soul (Laughter Not Permitted)

I rolled my Daddy’s truck off the Dicksonville curve
After drinkin’ my fifth beer
And I fed hogs tryin’ to pay him off
For most of my senior year

I got my jaw jacked by a big ol’ boy
For messing ‘round with his girlfriend
She was tall and tight and she kissed just right
But I’ll never do that again

Yeah I’ve done some pretty stupid things but hey
I’m a little bit harder and
A whole lot smarter
That’s how I got to be this way

I’ve been kicked in the face by a horse
Cause I ran up too fast behind him
And I shook hands on a deal with a man
And found out he was lyin’

I’ve broken a couple of good girl’s hearts
Cause I’ve said I loved ‘em knowin’ I couldn’t
And I’ve given my heart to a woman
Who said she’d stay when I knew she wouldn’t

Yeah I’ve done some pretty stupid things but hey
I’m a little bit harder and
A whole lot smarter
That’s how I got to be this way

I’ve been bit I’ve been burned but I’ve lived and I’ve learned from it
I’ve made some mistakes but that’s what it takes
To make a man out of a kid

Yeah I’ve done some pretty stupid things but hey
I’m a little bit harder and
A whole lot smarter
That’s how I got to be this way

Yeah I’ve done some pretty stupid things but hey
I’m a little bit harder and
A whole lot smarter
That’s how I got to be this way

That’s how I got to be this
How I got to be this
How I got to be this way
Hey

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