February 2012
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Operation Browncoats: Success!
After sharing the wonder that is the TV show ‘Firefly’ with sister and brother for years, my parents are finally coming around.
Got them to watch four episodes today:
‘War Stories’
‘Our Mrs Reynolds’
‘Jaynestown’
‘Out of Gas’
They even started getting characters down and asking about various plot lines!
I might make true Browncoats...
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December 2011
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Sam: What's a Snooki?
Dean: I have no idea.
Organon: To all those men who don't think the rape... →
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I get it—you’re a decent guy. I can even believe it. You’ve never raped anybody. You would NEVER rape anybody. You’re upset that all these feminists are trying to accuse you of doing something, or connect you to doing something, that, as far as you’re concerned, you’ve never done and would never…
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November 2011
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So a guy walks into a bar...
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And he sees this girl who catches his eye. He walks up to her, flirts and asks if he could buy her a drink. She declines. It seems she wants to hang out with her friends and doesn’t want to be bothered. So the man calmly and with a non sarcastic tone says: “Okay. Well, you have a good evening then”. He walks away and continues to enjoy his evening because life moves on and she...
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I wish I didn’t care.
I’m not even surprised.
Just hurt.
Again.
Lonely.
Again.
Disappointed.
Again.
I don’t think I trust you anymore. That’s the worst part. I always had trust in you. Even in us, in some way. It’s totally gone now.
I would cry myself to sleep. But I have no more tears for you.
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Went out tonight. First, did not know I was going out, so I was not dressed or properly accessorized (carrying a giant purse). That was not so fun. Yet this bitch (me!) still gets a number. Like a boss. It was a lot of fun though; I need to go out more often. That will be my goal from here on out.
The other thing though…I may have been going out with high school friends, but that does not...
moriartyssadisticconscious asked: Did Christina Kane chop his hair off? Or is it still long?
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Going to go see Christian Kane tonight!! So excited I can not even express in words.
Also:: VIP passes. Life is awesome right now.
Tomorrow it will return to being pretty much crap, but today I don’t think I can get any happier.
Will post the picture of me and Christian Kane later.
Pretty sure tonight will be the best night of the year, hands down. Possibly life. Haha. But seriously....
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"Over It" →
Read this. Read it now. Make everyone you know read it.
Put it down. Go away, think about it. Come back. Read it. Read it again.
Tell people. Wave it in their face.
Why?
Because I read it. And read it again. And I, also, AM OVER IT.
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Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe Sometimes I need you to stay away from me Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know Somehow I need you to go Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you ...
October 2011
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Nothing to end a crappy work weekend like a full on fight with mom, at one am. We covered just about everything too, from work and school to home and finances. Awesome, cause I love being told I’m a failure who can’t make it on their own. And that maybe I’m depressed. But if I am, just figure it out! In the meantime, she guesses I’m just not smart enough for college.
The...
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SO MUCH EXCITEMENT....SO LITTLE MONEY
Oh I am losing my mind right now. I get to go see Christian Kane in November with my mom!!!!
I love him so very much and I wanted to go to his show for my bday but couldn’t and now I just get to go because he is coming to the Bay Area in a month!!
AND
My mom had me sign us up for the Meet and Greet. SO. Now I have no money cos it was pretty expensive but it will be totally worth it....
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At the Tank for my first ever Sharks game with Emily (aka psychophile). So excited!!
I’m so glad I got to take you!
Sorry they lost :/
Next time!
Also, I think I converted her, once she goes to practice she will be a full convert, I am…
Do believe I will be converted.
And hopefully I made Emily proud by the end of it! Though it sounds like I...
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At the Tank for my first ever Sharks game with Emily (aka psychophile).
So excited!!
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Feeling very out of sorts and disconnected from my body…I need to really get back to the gym and get in sync with myself again!
I know I feel better when I work out; I just miss the bit with dedication and consistency! I have the drive and ability well enough in hand.
Not to mention, get somewhat back in shape and I can start looking for some shoots to do! I really miss modeling. I need...
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Why do I miss and want you so much more at night?
I know why.
Beyond that lying here in bed, in dark and quiet, makes me more contemplative; not only that tired but not sleepy I want arms around me to help me drift off; it’s more than the silence is pleading with me to be filled with your whispers and laugh::
Nights were our time to be- with no eyes weighing us with expectations and...
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September 2011
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When you are least expecting it
Is when things happen. Everyone always told me that and I finally started believing them.
It’s completely true!
I had decided to just stop stressing about guys and drama and petty crap and just have fun, enjoy life, see what happens.
And oh boy, what did happen!! Cute EMT, tall buff and tattooed!, came in tonight. So we chat a little when he’s ordering and then he and his partner...
August 2011
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All I want to do is swear. Or maybe cry. Rage and scream and hit something. Actually be hysterical. For once, for real.
Damn damn and double shitty damn.
Saturday. I just have to wait til then. Maybe things will be better. Seriously starting to doubt that though.
I can hold out to Saturday.
I think.
July 2011
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On The Intricacies of Infidelity
Tonight, more than ever, I felt like the ‘other woman’. I saw, out of the corner of my eye, you lie to her. You didn’t even try to hide the screen. Granted, we were sharing your laptop but still. You did not lie outright, but you did not
tell the truth. In these matters, that is everything.
You deliberately led her to believe you were alone, had no opportunity to socialize, make...
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Coffee date
Call me!!! I need you, and you might need me too!
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Though I Don't Like The Color, Maybe P!nk Is Right
“You make me sick, I want you and I’m hating it….I’m feeling it, I gotta get a grip….Baby you got me going again, you make me sick”
June 2011
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Had a bit of a photo finding session; so don’t be surprised with the almost spam of pictures for the next day or two.
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Show Me The Little Bit Of Spine You've Been Saving...
I straddle the line between best friend and lover; I feel like your dirty little secret. Though nothing happens, the possibility is strong, almost unrelenting. Interactions flow from platonic to charged and back in the space of minutes; I am more comfortable with you than with anyone else and yet I spend every moment together on tenterhooks, waiting for that one thing that will force us to act.
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So I guess that means that things are better, must not be so bad at home, I thought it looked like you were leaving, but it don’t.
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Tip of the day:
A text message that you’re at the hospital without the corollary text that you’re okay is not conducive to a panic-free morning.
So don’t be surprised when I call. And please assure me you’re okay before you say you have to go and hang up.
May 2011
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Well I Wonder: That icky in-your-face 24/7 PDA... →
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We ALL have those kinds of friends. Sometimes you wonder what it’s like to be in their world. Is it better there? Is the air fresher? Perhaps they’ve discovered a drug that no one else has? Who knows. Perhaps they really are in love…I’ve always given them the benefit of the doubt. The problem is,…
I saw that too. Funnily enough….same reaction. Also. Bitch please!! Can we...
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It’s weird how just how a little positive attention can change your day.
Here I was, feeling vaguely morose and a tad self-loathing, stuck in the middle of finals, and one barista/cashier made me have a brighter outlook. I walked out with more of a smile then I would have anticipated (also the second time today this had occurred with a barista-not the same one) and feel much better about...